Finally another update!

WOW nick is almost home!! seriously next month!?! I think to myself how when he left i had this goal to work out and be tan and get all hot for when he got back and now i think how there is only a month left i have not worked out or lost any weight or even got a tan on haha.. soo i need to get my butt in gear. I know he loves me for me and he fell in love with me how i am i just feel like he deserves the best and that is what i want to give him. But on another note i am packing up all his stuff to be able to bring it to him and i am completly ready to be in the man i loves arms!!
My sister lecia was here this weekend for spud day and it was so great to see her like it always is. i love her and miss her so much while she is away. Well we cleaned out the storage unit on sunday and she ended up taking my keys home to boise with her, so i am unable to get into my apartment thank goodness i have a greatfamily and they are letting me and wyatt crash at there places..
Another thing i was in my friends wedding saturday and weddings only make me want mine sooner!! i mean we are gettin married in november but our wedding is not going to be til next september!!! ohh the joys of money..
ANDDDDDD nick is letting me pick a new car for us to buy. he spoils me like no other and i am so extremly happy to have him!!! We honestly do need a newer car and so that is why he wants me to find one but i have never went and bought one.. i have always been spoiled and i am a very big daddys lil girl so my daddy got me my first two cars so this is very exciting for me to do. oh i mean i did pay for my two other cars but daddy jsut found them for me!!
update on wy bug- we are still in the stupid custody battle which i think is going to never end so im jsut dealig with it and one day i might get childsupport.. MAYBE? orrr he could be a good dad for once and sign his rights away? we can only wish.. but wyatt is huge ofcourse and he is soo dang smart! he is putting words together now like no mommy or want you mommy, please ball.. you get the point and it is soo sad he is so big. but trust me no more babies til nick or i have gone to school!! Wyatt is a complete boy, he loves to play outside adn get dirty, climb anything he can, throw EVERYTHING and just be loud.. boy oh boy im in for some fun with nick and wyatt together?? anyone. HELP!? :]] im totally kidding i am blessed with the most amazing men in my life and i would never change that for anything! soo there is an update i guess it most likely wont be for a couple weeks again.. oppps..
love steph.

i suck at keeping this updated.

my bestfriends daughter trinity and wyatt..he is such a ladies man..we have to watch out for these two..

my fiance at the begining of the deployment.

another one of wyatts girlfriends brooklyn.. i tell you he is a ladies man.

WOW - ok so i suck at keeping this updated!! ofcourse soo many things have happend!! Wyatt is not a little baby anymore..he is a little tornado! He started walkin on his first birthday and he got the hang of it really quick. He is such a smart little boy as well. He can talk.. his words are so cute,and when he says things it is usually in a question tone..

Please- peas?

light- ight!

pop- PoP

mom- is a yell MOM!

nick- nnnICK

lacie- say C

grandma- m(ah) m(aw)

those are just a few cute ones lol he also does a lot of sign language, please, more, eat..just the normal things i guess. I love being a mom though!! really its the best thing in the world.. ok so besides the talkin he also recently learned how to eat with a spoon and fork and drink out of a straw! ohh man i could go on and on about my little man... but for some about my other man... nick is doing really good in afghan, i am countin down the months til he is home, not much longer!! We get to talk a lot more then i expected we would and that is totally ok with me :] Skype is a very amazing thing..it makes it so i can still see and hear his voice.. i feel so nervous everytime we get to talk on it because im worried about not lookin right and all the stuff that probably doesnt even cross his mind. Wyatt loves talkin to nick on skype as well. He shows off for him with his spinning in circles and then will stop and laugh and make sure he can still see nick and start spinning more. He blows him kisses and will tell him over and over again HI! hi dada! the only thing that is hard is when wyatt tries to touch him and gets frustrated because he cant and starts crying.. it breaks my heart. We all want nick to just be home already! I will let you know when he is home. As for me...i am hanging in there, i go in on tuesday to have a consult about my wisdom teeth that need taken out. All four of them came in and one of them is infected now..i just havnt had time to think about the pain, man how kids make you extremly busy.. aug. 2nd was the mark of two years since i lost my bestfriend brandon.. and LECIA IS NOW 21 YAHOOOO!!!! :]]

dress up and ect..

Sooo i have had shingles..and today was my first day back to work. ughh i do not like work..in my perfect world i would be rich and not have to work and just be able to take care of my baby and not miss anything, he is growing up soo fast and i wish i could just make him freeze!! I can not beleive that in four days he will already be ten months! I have already started planning his birthday party. Well because of my shingles he is most likely going to get chicken pox and of course nick gets lucky and gets to miss those lol. I know he would give anything to be here and we would give anything also but he is pretty lucky to miss the sucky parts. Speaking of nick he is out on another mission..he is doing really good and he says he isnt as scared anymore. He says it is completly different than he expected and that he still has the worry but not as bad anymore. so that makes me feel better! I found an add on the internet about cruises and i decided that is what we are going to do for our honey moon if it is ok with nick ofcourse..

welll today was a long day for wyatt and i both. He does really good at daycare but i always feel bad when he has to be there all day with me. so when we got home i decided to have fun and play dress up. here are some of his outfits. i also painted his toe nails hot pink!! I could only imagine what nick would have to say about that hahaha. But i bet you anything one day i will paint nicks nails too!! Ohhh how i can not wait for the futur!!! :]

-steph.

our lives together!

Yes love is in the air!! My mom, little sister, wyatt and i went to cali to visit nick in twentynine palms for a weekend. We decided to go to huntington beach for the day and play in the water..well it was the end of january so it was still pretty cold so i keep the little guy covered most of the time. Welllll.. at one point when i was changing wyatts diaper i get done and turn around and in the sand it said I LOVE YOU MARRY ME?!? shocked i looked up at nick as he was gettin down on one knee and he asked me to marry him!! i couldnt beleive it. i kept asking if it was real :] he picked out the most beautiful ring that i just love and i am soo excited to spend the rest of our lives together! Not only has he fallen in love with me but my son too. You would never be able to tell that nick is not wyatts biological father. He loves him like his own and that is a huge deal to me. I told nick from the begining that my son will always come first and it just happend to all come together. We have a happy little family together and i could ask for more. Well i guess that isnt true.. i pray everyday nick is safe over in afghanastan and is able to come home to us safely! he left at the start of the month and will be over there til november sometime. He is a combat engineer and drives the husky which finds IED's. Scary i know..i couldnt have fallen in love with a cook or somthing i had to fall for a bad ass. He makes us so proud!! I can honestly say i am going to marry my hero. I have only got to talk to nick twice on the phone since he has been over there. Facebook has been amazing to have during this time because he can get on the computer when he has time so we get to email which is very nice! I get on everyday to see if he wrote back so i spend a lot of my time waiting. But i know that it is all worth it! I think i have finally decided that we are going to get married in feb.. i have always wanted a winter wedding but being away from him this long has shown me that i dont care when i just wanna start our lives together. I am actually going to go look at a place to have the wedding and reception it is only 300 dollars to rent and you can have alcohol there. i hope i like it, lets cross our fingers! The wedding planning is going to keep me busy so that way i wont spend all day worrying about nick. Dont get me wrong he is always on my mind but i cant go through my whole day just thinking about how much i miss him when i cant change that he is over there. Well im going to try and keep this updated we will see how well i do that..
-Steph-